Obedience: The Lord's Promise 1/18/07

Obedience: The Lord's Promise

1/18/07

"The Lord has declared that you (I) am his people,his treasured possession as he promised, and that (I) keep all his commands. He has declared that he will set me in praises, fame whom high above all (the nations) he has made..." (Deuteronomy 26:18-19)

All I have to do to obey his Word and I will be "blessed in the city and blessed in the field. (Deut. 28: 3) The fruit of my womb (children will be blessed...finanices will be blessed, my career will be blessed...I will be blessed when I come in and when I go out." And everything I put my hand to. (8) He will grant me abundant prosperity (incredible increase) (11) He will open up the windows of heaven and pour me out a blessing.

"He will make me the head and not the tail" (Deut. 28:13). If I pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God that is given unto me and follow the carefully and I will always be at the TOP and not the bottom. (13)

FAITH 1/11/07

FAITH

1/11/07

Proverbs 3 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not an your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge (know) him, and the will make your path straight. (5-6) As I was reading over my notes that I call Part I: My walk with God, I realized that God has been strengthen me since I started moving to another spiritual level. It is awesome that God has revealed to me how easy life could be if I just stop stressing and count my blessings. I need to Expect greatness.

Faith= believes

Expectation = preparation (getting myself ready)

Believe in what I just prayed is going to happen (Felton) I got worship God until where I am doesn't matter. That means I must stop being (upset) that I'm still in Dothan. God has laid a foundation and I must us his tools to build my building (my life). Right now hw has given me.

1. A hammer - help put things together

2. Nails - hold things together

3. wood- cover

DRIVE- 1/10/07

DRIVE (DESIRE)

1/10/07

Desire= must be hungry

This brings me back to Romans 12:11 "Never be lacking in zeal but keep your spiritual fervor serving the Lord.: In order to make it in this lifetime, I must be highly spirited keep faith strong and know that God will work, is working, and will always provide. Keep the Drive alive! Keeping my eyes on the prize, the vision. And always led by the spirit (Galatians 5:16).

With faith, focus and drive, I can make it in the business. I need to keep in mind and heart these things as I grow as an artist and a child of God.

FOCUS 01/09/07

FOCUS

1/09/07

I realized that I must become more focused. I have great vision and drive (sometimes) but I lack focus. I can start off good but then I fall by the wayside, procrastinating, letting other things get in the way. Now that is a New Day IN THE LORD I need to Do what I set at the proper time. Everything has order. So I must not Lack and push harder to get to greatness.

1. I must get stress out the way.

2. Don't dwell on the problem or things that bother me. Leave trash at the door (and in the trash can), turn the other cheek.

STOP, BREATH, SHAKE (OFF THE PROBLEM/STRESS), LET IT GO.

3. BE ENCOURAGED. Encourage myself and others.would Jesus do this or act like this.

4. Keep a Kingdom building mindset. "I'm I doing this to glorify God.

5. Just do it!! BE about my Father's business. Stop talking and work!

Action speak louder than words.

6. Stop wasting time. I waste a lot of time doing nothing.

Mediation for today:

Be a living sacrifice and stay in the presence of the Lord.

Roman 12

1.Do not confirm any longer to the (way) of this world, but be transformed by the renewing (purifying) of MY mind. (2)

2. Never be lacking in zeal but keep your spiritual fervor serving the Lord. (11)

3. Be Faithful in prayer (12)

Cleansing 01/08/07

CLEANSING 1/8/07

Today is a new day in the Lord. It's time for cleansing. "Create in me a clean (pure) heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me." Psalms 51:10. Clean my mind, spirit, body, mouth, heart. "Let the Words of my mouth and the meditation in my heart be acceptable in YOUR sight." In order to be cleansed, I realized I had to let somethings,people, ways go. The things keeping me from staying in your presence. I have to walk the walk, talk the talk and be about my father's business. Speak life and not death. Claim victory on every situation. So from this day on I am a new creature in God.

"Lord wash away all my iniquities and cleanse me from my sins."(Psalms 51:2) Wash me whiter than snow.

The real meaning of CHRISTmas..Christ-must be the the reason......

The real meaning of CHRISTmas..Christmust be the the reason......
Wednesday, December 24, 2008



Christmas is tomorrow! My how time flies. What is Christmas? Some say presents, some say cheer, tidings, giving, St. NICK, ETC..BUT the real meaning is Jesus! Why do people(parents) lie to the kids and say Santa Claus comes to give presents to good boys & girls! STOP THE MADNESS. I refuse to tell my kids that an old, fat white man in a red suit come down chimney. When I was growning up one of my houses I lived in didnt have a chimney. So they go farther with the Lies and say like magic a chimney appears. My dad always said that Santa comes in his house he will shot him. What is so magical about that. JESUS IS THE HOPE FOR TODAY & TOMORROW. He is joy (to come save us). He was(is) the gift. We give our lives to him. Trees and lights and rudolph won save my soul. So remember Jesus is the ONLY reason for this & every season. Be kind to one another because the bible tells u so not because "tis the season to be jolly." dont wait for "the season" bc He is coming back & we need 2 b prepared now not during the season.

Pressure=Push

PRESSURE=PUSH

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Why should you worry why should you fear. When pressure come u must push until something happens. Press your way because God is trying to get you to the finish product. To develope a product, it must go through a process. Like olive oil the olive must be pressed. Olive oil is a product that is good for you so when trouble come remember that the outcome is far greater than we think. For our good and for his glory! Give him the glory through the pressure. As Christians we sometime 4get that Jesus went thur the utlimate pressure(when we worry, complain, gossip, treat others cruel, stress)..Dying for our sins so we may have a tree of life! So turn your Pressure in to Praise! Tell your problems that u are here for a night but my joy is around the corner. The key to overcome this pressure is to press, praise, pray, proclaim his goodness.

Psalm 150:6"Let everything that hath breath praise the Lord, praise ye the Lord."

I WONDER.THIS FOR THE FEMALES & MALES who WONDER why they make...

As I sit and Wonder, I start to pondering why I attract the men I attract. I Always wonder why I my poor relationship choses. Why I attract the insecure, crazy, possesive, momma boys, spoiled. Childish, lame, lazy, good for nothing, cheap, thugs,liars. Some say I put my standards too high. Some say too low. Some say nonrealistic. Some say take waht you can get. Some say better to be single than choose ANYTHING.

Question is it true good girls want thugs and guys want to settle down with a good girl? Dont get me wrong Everyone you get in a relationship with wont be horrible. I tell you why we go thru bad times

1.So we know what we want in a mate.
2. Avoid the undesirable things aka learn from mistakes (but we fail sometimes)
3. Appreciate your future mate. Prepare for him or her.
4. GET YOURSELF TOGETHER. Learn your flaws. Maybe you have to work things out with in yourself b4 getting with someone.
5. God wants you to make Him your number 1.

There is someone for everyone. Im getting me right! Let me know your view.

COME CORRECT

COME CORRECT

DEC, 26, 22008

When u step 2 me come correct. NO HALF STEPPING. POSITIVITY PROMOTES CREATIVITY is the key to make it. I dont wont nobody to come to me with no mess! Speak life and not death! Time will be hard but u must have a mindset of trouble will not last always. Kingdom building babies. I want others to proclaim with me the Victory! Too bless to be stress...no mess so take a rest...give my all or nothing at all....get it out of mind and out of sight...if you thinketh so shall I be....I will be better than fine in 2009...i may fall but im going get up and dust myself off..I'm here..breathe,stretch, shake, & let it go...dont mind me Im just praise my Lord..Excuse me I got to take a praise break...Victor and not a victim..i pray 4 u, u pray 4 me. I love u i need u to survive..let it rain...after the rain comes a rainbow...Storms ahead, I got my Umbella so Im good...Fail a plan, fail to plan..pressure=press..pray changes things..pray=power, everyday brings new mercies, 2nd chances..more to come

Time Flies

Time Flies

Written: Dec. 30, 2008

Time surely flies by quickly but you can't let it get away from you and pass by. Muisq said it best, "time waits for nothing & everything takes it time." When we were younger we wanted to be grown up. NOW THAT WE ARE GROWN UP we now what to go back to our your days. "If I was just 10 years younger..or oh to be young again." we didnt have to worry nor a care. Didnt have to worry bout food, shelter, or clothes. As Rev. Flake says, "The good ole days are never good until they are old. I want my time to hurry up & come but at the same time I want time to slow down. Got to b patient! So until then I will enjoy life to the fulliest by living one day at a time. Present is a gift that is only given to some. So take care of it bc you may lose it at any given moment. Don't dwell on the past, treasure the present, & let God take care of the future. For God has already been there. Take care of that Dash!

I WANNA BE YOURS

I WANNA BE YOURS
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 at 11:52am

ON THE BUS I WAS BORED SO I WROTE A SONG:

Baby baby Im here.

Ready for you to make the next move.

The ball is in your court.

I haven't already made up my mind.

No one be you.

You for me, me for you.

I wanna be yours.

How can I make you understand that you are met for me.

ChorusI wanna be your lady.

Treat you better than any other.

No other can love you like me.

Give you all the love you need.

I want to be yours.You step in my life and made me so happy.

Im crazy about you. We are met to be forever.

I will be forever your lady.

Chorus

I wanna be yours come get your love I wanna be your only.

I wanna be your all.

I wanna be yours.

Im yours when you're ready.

Waiting for you.

Im waiting...

LOOKING BACK AT 2008

LOOKING BACK AT 2008
written: Sunday, January 18, 2009

Looking back over 2008 I see how God has brought me thur. I begin the year fearing & trusted the Lord. I ended with a stronger faith & a hunger for him. 2008 had truly been something. It flew by so fast. It was my year for growth. Some times I had to work 4 jobs at once while I had rehearsal just to make enough to eat and pay A FEW bills. I Stay with many people. At times I didnt know where I would stay or how I would eat the next week. Didnt make enough to pay for rent. Sometimes it was frustrating that I was jobless, worrisome that I had to ask my parents to pay my cell phone bill, a challenge to hustle. I just left in the Lord's hand. Then God provided! He put people in my life that helped me to survive. He kept me so I wont let go. He kept my mind, spirit, health. Numerous of times I had to swallow my pride. I just didnt give up. I tell you this babies if you going to make it anywhere u got to have a Victor mindset. Only the strong shall survive. To be strong you need the Lord.

encouragement to the weary and wounded

Encouragement to the weary and wounded

(March 2, 2009)

We never know what others are going thur. That is why it is very important to encourage one another.I know times maybe hard but God said he'll never leave us nor forsake us. Be strong in the Lord always. Now is time that you put on the full armor of the Lord. And remember that the battle is Not ours but the most high.No matter what we can't give up or give in. It is time for battle.God didn't give us a spirit of fear, worry, defeat, discouragement, heartache.I know because there was a point in my life when I was Young I had a spirit of depression. It was the Lord working thur others who encouraged me to keep my eyes to the hills and keep my head lifted up. God is not man who lies. So trust not man but the man who still the waters and calm the sea. If he calm the sea he can calm your situation. He can bring peace to your MIND. Ask the Lord for peace. Whatever you ask in Jesus name he will grant. Remember that someone else maybe worst off than you. Hold to Gods hand.Trust in his word. I love you and God loves you. If you need a ear I am here. Call on me any time.Keep the Faith my brothers and sisters.

Trampled again and again and again and again........

Trampled again and again and again and again........

I open my heart only to slam it quickly. I am tired. No I am sick of getting trampled on. No need to make that mistake again for the 100th time. Trust is something that must be earned, learned and discerned. This is where I fell short. My arms are always opened wide. And I have my shades on blinded. But I'm not unwise to the demise of the inconsiderated, selfish, unthoughtful, money hungry, insensitive human beings. Now my eyes are wider.Maybe too wide. So now I feel aLone with no one to talk to, relate to, conversate, understand the pain I feel. I'm left here to wonder....When is it my turn? My time to shine and be divine. My time for the favor he promised me. I knock, I seek, I praise and I worship. So when it is my time!But....in a still voice... "This is what I want, you to be uncomfortable, so I can get your full attention. Trust me and not men nor your own understanding. Guard your heart, mind, body, soul and you will never feel alone. For I am with you always."So to all my brothers and sisters who feel this way from time to time. You are NOT alone...Keep remembering that "There's a friend in Jesus. All our sins and grieves to bear. What a priveledge to carry. Everything to God in Pray. Oh what peace we often forefit oh what needness pains we bear. All because we do not carry everything to God in pray!!"

LISTEN UP

LISTEN UP

If u don't ever hear me hear me now.I need u to listen up. Real talk I'm let u know up front, When u come to me come correct. Don't come to me with a bunch of crap. Singing the same song. Baby change the station I've heard the same song too many times.No my name aint baby, shawty, psst, sexy, yo or ma. No I aint coming over. No you can't take me out. And you can't have my number. Sorry I'm not interested. No you aint gonna hit it. No you aint gonna be my first.No I aint yo girl you don't even know me. Don't put your hands on me. Treat me like a lady. Do I look stupid. I'm about business so save the mess BECAUSE I don't need the stress.Why don't u get it. Sorry if u think I have an attitude I'm justtelling it like it is. Stop asking me why I don't have a man. Like something wrong with me.

And NO you aint going to be him.I'm not going waste any more time talking to you, so stop wasting mine. I really don't have the time or energy. So I hope YOU hear me. Do you Hear me Now?Good!

Love Loves Nobody

Love Loves Nobody (April 15, 2009)

Love loves nobody that's what people say.

Love is confusing, love is cruel. Love is heartbreaking.

Love is challenging. Love is a headache. Love is nothing but trouble.

Love is painful.But all this is wrong.

God is love and he is never confusing, heartbreaking, painful or hard.

He is so easy to love. He never treats you wrong nor will he leave you or forsake you.

He is ear to listen. A shoulder to lean on and a hand to help.

He is Jehovah jireh, my provider. He is more than enough.

Jesus love takes away all pain and suffering.

So let's not say love loves nobody just say love loves when no one else is there to care.

When you feel alone remember love is here.

life is not always on a level pain

life is not always on a level pain (Written April 16, 2009)

Time is filled with swift transitions. There are many ups and downs. Everything is not going to be mountains. You have to go through valleys. You going to face highs and lows. You can't let your lows get you down.We face difficulties in life that are hard to face by ourselves but with God nothings impossible to tackle. Don't let troubles overwhelm you to the point you give up. Give up your will and let to the Lord. Keep your eyes on the prize. You are destiny for greatness. Keep in mind that things happen for reason and a seasonChallenge of life is to make appropriate adjustment. "Success in life is how you manage your Episodes" (F. Flake). I ask for discernment. Lord help me to know which way to go. God wants to prepare me for the blesses. Count your blessings one by one and you'll be surprise what God has done (F. Flake).Full of self there is no room for God. "we need to recognize our imperfections and ask the Lord to cleanse us" (E. Flake). I welcome the Lord and I welcome transformation.(coming soon biblical definition to common and note so common words note).